Releasing

I am not ashame to say "I HATE MY JOB". I hate the way I feel when I go there. This job puts me in a bad head space and when I am there I feel so full of negative energy. Now, mind you, I do understand that it is possibly my way of thinking that causes me to feel this way. I try my very best to think positive so that I will begin to feel positive but often times it does not work. There is always some one or something waiting to set me off. I pray alot about my situation and I know that God will work it out. See, sometimes we are put in places to be taught or prepared for something else, so we have to learn to endure till better days. The only thing that keeps me going sometimes is my faith and my belief that God has something better for me and that this is my season to be tested. I am holding on to Gods unchanging hands and holding on to his promise that " If I seek him first all things will be added unto me". I have to remind myself that this job is not who I am it is just a step to getting where I want to be. One day when I look back over my life I'm sure that I will be thankful for the experience.
Employee today...Employer tommorrow.

All things are possible thru Christ who strengthens me.